Out There

Out There
Soulmate07



I wish I’m out in the sun.
Walking barefoot.
Almost tasting the cold dew.
Letting the sun warm the coldness of my being.

I wish I’m dancing in the rain.
Naked.
Feeling the softness of bitter caress.
Allowing the rain to wash over the emptiness

I wish I’m sleeping in my bed
Drowned in pillows.
Catching my breath.
Taking in the absurdity of false closure.

I wish I’m anywhere but here.
Wherever.
Where I can’t be with you.
Someplace I can’t look to hate you.

And love you still.


My bff, emma jean, made this for me.
That time, I needed this (that was a year ago).
And I still love it.