Finally

Here is the Mr 3X story...Ü



I knew this was coming.

I woke up feeling bad. It was raining. Oh no...here comes the colder days of the year. Sigh. I remember feeling the cold BER winds touching my skin on my way home the other night and i can't help but be sad about it.

I called him. I already forgot how many times i heard the ringback tone switch to a busy tone. I gave up. I took a shower thinking of how my day would be. I've been worried these past few weeks and this is the longest two weeks of my life. It's torture. I really hope it would be better.

At the office i received a message from him complaining that he was soaked up in rainwater on his way to the office and that he hated it. That's it. After a million missed calls that's all he could say. That was it. And i was beginning to feel that there were butterflies in my stomach. Something must be really wrong.

Ringback tones to busy tones. Lots of them. Again...and again...and again.
No answer.

Finally a text message. He said he was busy, he just needed time to think and that he'd call me when he gets home.

Think about what? That I also don't know. Butterfies in the stomach. Not again. Fear is all over me. I'm beginning to dislike the things that come to my mind. I have to prepare myself. He left me for another girl but I accepted him with open arms when he came back. I was very, very happy. Now he's starting to do it all over again. Or so I think. I don't know what to feel. Should I get mad? Should I cry a river? Do I need to beg for him to stay? Do I have to tell him that I need him? Or should I give up?

This is it. A few more minutes and it would be over. Again.

I felt him being cold about us.
He's sad for reasons he can't explain...
for the things he can't do...
and for a person he can't be with..and that person is not me.

Yes, it's because of that same girl that drove me crazy and caused me to cry until i felt i couldn't breathe.

Yes. I am stupid.

Yes. I love him despite all that.

And yes, it's about to end, again, in a few more minutes.

I tried my best.
I gave it my all...my best shot...
But still it has to come to an end.
And yes...in just a few more minutes.


Rrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnngggggg !!!!

My phone.

Sigh.

Finally.Ü



_Beautiful Stranger, some time in the past.